DO NOT BE SORRY
IN MY NAME
I come forward to tell of the passing of
my father, the PEDOPHILE Rogério Nonnenmacher.
I accept and respect that people send condolecences to my relatives, as
happened in a Facebook family post, in which I was initially included.
However, I would like to clarify that I do NOT include myself within people
who are sorry for his departure from this life.
In my hearth, he already
died many years ago, when he destroyed my innocence and the dream I used to
have of a father I could love.
Yes I feel pain, but for
the destruction he caused in my life, in my family and in the lives of other
But, I do not share the wishes intended for him to be hosted by the divine
love, or that he could meet other people of good spirit in the celestial
living, because what he did to us is far from being called love and of being
a father. To acknowledge that Rogério
Nonnenmacher was a good man, would be disrespectful to those who also left
this life and who did good.
He presented himself as a good politician, so he could be seen above any
suspicious about the horrors he did to his own children. He used to help
other people, to create a network of trust, with the intention of
getting close to other people's children.
I do not believe in the
salvation of his soul, neither that he had regret the evil he did in
Independently if he
realised or not his wrong doings in his last hour, he certainly will have to
pay and to correct the sins of this life in the next one.
I cannot believe that monsters who abuse children would have the same divine
hosting of their victims! Is this is the way, the "heavenly home" is the
last place I want to go when I leave this life too!
If there is a God who is fair, He should have compassion of his spirit, for
the grave errors that Rogerio Nonnenmacher will have to pay because, the one
who will be waiting for him can only be the Devil!
Certainly, lots of
people who never had a pedophile in their family or, those who never made
any efforts to save a child from the claws of these predators, and
those who cover up for pedophiles and who go to church every Sunday, will
say that I should forgive...But they should know that, I forgave my father
many times in the past, because I was DELUDED about the lies he used to tell
about having changed. And he proved to me for many times that to forgive him
was a waste of my good intentions, because every time I did it, he kept
abusing again of other victims.
I learned along the years
that, forgiveness does not mean the reconciliation that religious suggest,
but LETTING GO from our lives those people and things that are not of use
anymore in our lives.
So, along the times I forgave many people, including my father and also
those who turned their backs to me and who betrayed my trust.
I realise now again, how
good it was to leave Brazil for good many years ago because, when pedophiles
die, there are people who still remember more about the qualities they
imagine that those predators had, than the destruction they caused.
Having to live with those who have this type of mentality, makes me
sick in my stomach!
Even more sad is to realise that, even after his dead, Rogério Nonnenmacher
keep causing DISCORD within family members, since I was blocked in Facebook
when I tried to express myself. I had to revisit painful memories of the
past, when I fell like I was GAGGED to keep in silence, just because I
reminded people of the type of man my father was!
While there are so many family members who still fell SHAME about
others getting to know who really was our father, I feel FREE to talk about
it in the other side of the planet!
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